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Putting my daughter's contacts in is a daily struggle.  We have come to the point where we don't even try to put in the contacts without saying a little prayer.  Otherwise, we are there for hours.  Even with that prayer I get tired of trying over and over again.  A couple of days in a row and my frustration is increasing.  "I'm done," I moan.  Both times Annalise has coaxed me into trying just a little bit longer.  And then, the contact miraculously goes in.  Today Annalise told me that when I got frustrated she went out into the hall and said another prayer asking for help.  And of course when she came back in the contacts went in.  Her message to me both times has been basically "Mom, you are not patient enough with the Lord.  You want things right away."  So true.  

Atonement Immediately

I am

Perched on the brink

“Pull up a chair”

He says

“No, I won’t, I can’t”

I’m ready

N.O.W.

Emphatically

I articulate each letter

Heart racing

When the gun fires

I’ll be first!

No gun

No start

Not now

Wait awhile

He steadies me

My boy is coming

Laden to the brim

Orders overflowing

Don’t walk

Not yet…

I eye the exit

Furtively.

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